Black Over Dosage

Black Over Dosage

scratch out of softness
blended with darkness
oh what a scary place
now I am in darkness
away from sharpness
oh what a scary place

I am in darkness and I can’t find my way out
its a cruel world that I live in and there’s no way out
they like to laugh, humiliate me and it feels like I’m being stabbed by knives
I over dosed on sleeping pills, but they can’t stop the pain or escape
right now I’m stuck in a world of darkness wishing I was still alive
and God is this a scary place

oh God you’re the love of my life
this scary
oh please won’t you help me my love
this is scary
oh God won’t you come and run
to help me

now I am lost oh what is the cost
wont you come and help me?
swallowed in darkness unfolded in blindness
won’t you help me?


while I’m under I can see my sister in the same boat as me
the kids in her class are cruel to her, much more than I can see
I go and comfort her, I tell her it will be ok
but she says it won’t be and I can tell she doesn’t want to be alive
they make fun of her because she’s my sister
they beat her up and make her believe she shouldn’t be alive
she shakes her head and says she’s not ok
I can see her over dosing on pills and escape from her life
and I think to myself this is scary


oh God you’re the love of my life
this scary
oh please won’t you help me my love
this is scary
oh God won’t you come and run
to help me

I bury my nails
would you put me in jail
they’re waiting for me to fail
how can I be lost when I am ok
but I’ll never see the light of day never see the light of the day

they make fun of us for uniting
me and my sister and spread rumors about our strength
nobody understands how powerful we are together
they only fear what they don’t understand and that we are strength
and as we stand together against the world we can leave forever
from this scary world




I can see my life is getting thin
for now I have paid for my sin
this is scary
but I can see I’m pulling through
I’ll open my eyes and come with you

oh God you’re the love of my life
this scary
oh please won’t you help me my love
this is scary
oh God won’t you come and run
to help me
oh won’t you please, won’t you save me?


oh God you’re the love of my life
this is scary

this is scary

"Black Over Dosage"
Red and Blue Dragon Fantasy LLC.
Ryan Keith Johnson
Copy Right 2012
All Rights Reserved.


Available on Red Dragon Fantasy: Song Lyrics and Poetry